Well, this stupid little Juliet saga is pretty much over. See she won’t even go out on a date with me because I dated November, who oddly enough was born in December, see the two of them are best friends, though very dysfunctional best friends at times, and she has that won’t date a friend’s ex rule, she said she would give me a chance to go on one date if November was completely over me, November says it’s ok, but apparently it still isn’t. HOWEVER, Juliet has a neighbor that JUST moved in three doors down, well, hah, what do you know, she wants to introduce me! Maybe my momma was right, she said someone new was just around the corner. Hah, let’s open the new book, hello Juliet2 (her name also starts with a J interestingly enough).

I’ve come to the conclusion that I should again just stop trying. Juliet and I are good friends now, and that alone makes me happy, not since Mike have I had a friend I can be this open with, she tells everything, like in my Dale Carnegie class they say that we have earned the right to tell our stories.

I was a little upset with her last night, sometimes she’s really happy to hear from me or see me, then as much as several hours to a day later she acts like she could care less. But I know what’s really going on and I shouldn’t be taking it so personal. I get that way too sometimes, so it’s all good. We’re both stressed right now, but hiding some of it, my stress can’t compare to her’s, not even in the slightest.

Man I am totally digging Lala.com seriously, trading unwanted CDs for a $1 then 75 cents to mail one out. heck yeah. I’ve already got one going out, and two coming in! No Joke!

Sorry for ranting, but I am ultra sad and PISSED OFF at the same time. What’s with the stupid games people play? Juliet’s door is CLOSED. She says she wants to go back to Lima because she feels bad about the way she treated him. What she may not know is that he had the opportunity to apply for a job here, but he turned chicken and waited too long, if he wanted it THAT BADLY he would have done it. He doesn’t want it that badly. My grandmother says I let myself get hurt. I don’t let myself do anything, this is who I am. I’m a big hearted softy. I was born this way, this is who God made me to be. But I AM SICK Of it. I mean, I am sick of the games, I AM SICK of even trying. Sad thing is, I will keep trying.

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Turns out now, Juliet had an issue with me. I knew she did, even gave her the opportunity to tell me. I asked her if I had done anything that bugged her to tell me, she said I did nothing that bugged her, yeah right.

MEH