So, things are all weird at the moment, maybe that date will not happen after all, now Juliet says “We’ll see”, sure ok, but she did stop by to meet the dog. My brother’s dog Bailey is now living with us too. Of course, she was probably using the dog as an excuse to see me. That’s cool, that made my day. I finally found out where I stand, and I have no problem with it, we are just friends still, but no need to rush, like I told her, we have to get to know each other anyway. With her I can really speak my mind, and I like that. She’s being really encouraging, and says “Just say it”

The gossip has mostly stopped, the parties involved have just stopped repeating things altogether, or at least most of us have. It’s easy to gossip, but I tell you it’s even easier not to, just don’t repeat anything. You can really get to know a person better if you’re not busy talking about someone else.

She went out to lunch with November instead. Apparently she sent me two text messages this morning to tell me she wasn’t coming, but I didn’t even get one of them. ARRRRRRRRRRRGH STOP PLAYING GAMES WITH ME! I’m not just some random guy, you don’t know who you are messing with.

I’m very concerned, she said she’d be here between 12 and 12:30, it’s 1:22! I tried to call her twice and I got the message that the person I am calling is not accepting calls. I don’t feel like functioning today.

Looks like I’m going to have to work at this relationship thing, I’ve already got a mark against me over the weekend, I don’t know how well this will work out, but I will give it a try. I got the opportunity I wanted, now to make it work. She’s a traditional type, so I’ve got to be the one in charge I guess.

I asked her out on a lunch date…again she doesn’t see why not. I have got to make this work, if I don’t even try I’m going to not be so happy with myself.

Ok, she said we would plan the date last night, last night first she said we’d talk later, then she said we’d talk on the phone today. It almost feels like she might be changing her mind, or else she just didn’t want to discuss it in front of everyone else.

She DID tell KT in front of me that she likes two guys, one even before she was with Lima. could one of them be me? Funny that she told me before only one, but then, maybe she wasn’t sure she wanted me to know. Hmmmm, PLEASE LORD let her call me today, it would really make today better.

I’m having a good week, she’s having a bad week, I wish I could make her smile.

Ack, are those words coming from me, Whoa I sound like some kid. I’m just a hop, skip and a jump from 30, and I sound like a kid, ah, that’s the 13 year old that’s still in me somewhere.

She said “I don’t see why not!” SHE DOESN’T SEE WHY NOT?!?!

 Whoa, I think I just got myself a date. Wait, no, I DID get myself a date. *happy laughter*

 NOTHING and I MEAN NOTHING could ruin my mood today! Well except maybe if she changed her mind, and I don’t see that happening.

Juliet Papa Kilo has made my day! (that’s her initials smarty pants)

Dear Juliet,

Ok, this is nuts! You broke up with Lima, totally saw it coming. I thought that was cool that you suggested I ride with you to our friend’s house. What was that about moving in together? Oh well, so you like this other guy friend of ours, figures. But wait, are you droping hints? Yep, of course you are, it’s making me nervous. I know I never asked you how you felt about me, I should have, my psychologist suggested I ask where I stand even when you started dating Lima, but I didn’t was just too nervous. I already know where this is going, I don’t want to rush it. I know how you don’t like that.  Maybe dreams do come true.

sincerely,

Your “Weird friend”